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red solo cup
posted on Friday, 18.05.2012 at 23:23 pm
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flower child
posted on Wednesday, 25.04.2012 at 1:32 am
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My new tattoo, and man, does it mean a lot to me. Apolaustic (the phrase above the lotus flower) means devoted to enjoyment. This is a constant reminder for me to be happy. I really should be every day, I’m blessed with the life I have. I’m not religious or anything, but I know I’m blessed. The lotus flower represents “transcendence” or growing past something. I used to harm myself/cut to cope with my emotional pain. Of course, I eventually saw that this was not helping me. Although for a long time, I cut just for the reminder I could still feel something. I used to have a lot of problems with drugs, etc, etc ( you catch my drift… I dont have to go into detail ). I realized after being sober for a while, that I really did get messed up just to become numb. Of course, this is NO WAY to deal with your problems. They just build and build, layer upon layer, until you literally feel like exploding. For me it was “hitting rock bottom”. I went to rehab and cleaned myself up, and sure there have been some bumps on the road. The most important thing I realized, was how to be happy and enjoy life. I honestly had no clue before. Sure I always have bullshit going on in my life, but don’t we all? I’ve always been told I’m “so strong”, but the people saying that didn’t see the pain I would hide….and neither did I. Basically, I now know how to enjoy life. I’m still learning, don’t get me wrong, but it’s certainly an improvement and a lifestyle change I am so so happy to have made. I know I just wrote A LOT about myself and my problems, when I know you’re just reading for the reason I got my tattoo. I thank you if you’re still reading this. I just know that there are other people out there like me, who have had the same habits, the same thoughts, disappointments, regrets, and tears. I’m not trying to come off as a success story, I’m seriously no where near where I want to be in my life. I’m just trying to share my story about where I got, considering how I got there.  Thanks for reading <3 I hope all of you learn the joy of life, no matter how shitty you have it, we’re all lucky to be here and have the right to make the best of it.
posted on Wednesday, 25.04.2012 at 1:23 am
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Funkin up my shorts
posted on Wednesday, 25.04.2012 at 1:09 am
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El flora
posted on Wednesday, 25.04.2012 at 1:08 am
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My dad took my art and got it screen printed. Sweetest man. Best birthday present he could have ever given me.
posted on Monday, 16.04.2012 at 23:23 pm
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I live off of blueberry muffins and greek yogurt

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posted on Thursday, 12.04.2012 at 22:57 pm
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Naked face
posted on Thursday, 12.04.2012 at 22:56 pm
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up close and personal
posted on Monday, 20.02.2012 at 1:23 am
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60s heartss
posted on Monday, 20.02.2012 at 1:22 am